Library Checkout Reviews {19}

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I actually got this book separately from the rest of the books on here but I forgot about it so here it is.  I never felt that it was that cute. I felt like it should’ve had less dialogue. Some of the best moments in this book were when there wasn’t any dialogue and you inferred what was happening by the pictures. I did actually finish this but eh.

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Based on a true story, Ourika relates the experiences of a Senegalese girl who is rescued from slavery and raised by an aristocratic French family during the French Revolution. Brought up in a household of learning and privilege, she is unaware of her difference until she overhears a conversation that makes her suddenly conscious of her race – and of the prejudice it arouses. From this point on, Ourika lives her life not as a French woman but as a black woman “cut off from the entire human race.” As the Reign of Terror threatens her and her adoptive family, Ourika struggles with her unusual position as an educated African woman in eighteenth-century Europe. A best-seller in the 1820s, Ourika captured the attention of Duras’s peers, including Stendhal, and became the subject of four contemporary plays. The work represents a number of firsts: the first novel set in Europe to have a black heroine, the first French literary work narrated by a black female protagonist, and, as John Fowles points out in the foreword to his translation, “the first serious attempt by a white novelist to enter a black mind.” An inspiration for Fowles’s acclaimed novel The French Lieutenant’s Woman, Ourika will astonish and haunt modern readers.

One of my wants (dreams) is to read a classic novel that has diversity in it. I wanted something like Charles Dickens but with different race characters. I’ve also been wanting for a long time to find a good classic novel with a girl/woman main character.  I got both of these and more with this novel. It honestly was not what I exactly was looking or expecting. I was told that this is like the movie

.  The first thing that caught me by surprise is how short it is, 47 pages.

Pros

Claire de Duras managed to portray all these emotions that other novels that are bigger are not able to do. I feel that if this novels was longer it would be so awesome. I feel at the same time that it managed to do what it needed to do in 47 pages. It made me think a lot about the things that black women in the past and present have to go through. It sucks (understatement) to realize that many of the things that she goes through are still a present issue for black women/girls. I also did a comparison of Clotel and Ourika. I liked that Ourika did not go jump from five or around like clotel did.

+It made me think a lot about issues in society, woman/girl and racial diversity in a classic novels, complexly deals with the main characters emotions and struggles

Comments: I also thought about the gatekeeping that has been going on in literature for a long time. I find myself  in a world that this novels existence is not talked about that much. Now that I’m actively pushing to read diversely I’m realizing the existence and lack of pushing of many diverse novels. After finding Schomburg Library of Nineteenth-Century Black Women Writers Series  was at my library on the online catalogue I went and walked around my college library looking for these books. I found at least 5 A Song of Ice and Fire size books filled with slave narratives categorized  by state. I want to get into slave narratives at some point but right now I’m trying to read books with black people that doesn’t deal with slavery. A lot of African Americans history is reduced to  slavery and the civil rights movement. Eventhough, this novel still deals with race ( something that I question now if can be escaped in classic literature or contemporary literature for that matter) it still goes beyond the sphere of slave narratives (or at least the slave narratives I’ve read). The foreword and the novels itself goes into French history which was very interesting. I want to find more novels in English with poc characters.

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Megda, a novel so popular in 1891 that it was reprinted the following year, tells the story of the conversion experiences of a group of young, middle-class Baptist women and their subsequent–or even consequent–marriages. A prime example of what has been called “girl’s fiction,” as distinct from the “women’s fiction” that preceded it, Megda embodies the shift from a limit-breaking genre to limit-enforcing one. In it, racial issues are only indirectly addressed, gentility is a concern ranking only second to salvation, and humility and obedience are prerequisites to a woman’s acceptance by the Christian community. In essence, this is a novel of socialization rather than of social protest. But, in expressing the values of its culture, Megda illuminates the limitations faced by doubly stigmatized people: people both black and female.

I actually meant to pick up The Four Girls At Cottage City but accidently got this one because I was rushing to not miss my class.  No my edition from the library does not look like this. Another book that surprised me by how small it was. It’s smaller than a  mass market paperback. It’s 300+ pages though. It’s a cute little thing. It did not catch my interest so DNF

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In more than a century since its appearance, José Rizal’s Noli Me Tangere has become widely known as the great novel of the Philippines. A passionate love story set against the ugly political backdrop of repression, torture, and murder, “The Noli,” as it is called in the Philippines, was the first major artistic manifestation of Asian resistance to European colonialism, and Rizal became a guiding conscience—and martyr—for the revolution that would subsequently rise up in the Spanish province.

I was in one of those I don’t know what to read moods so I decided to do what I usually do when I get in one of these funks, just pick a bunch of books. I did not pick as much as I usually do which is a good thing. I think I need to start reading more like when I was in high school just picking up a small amount (1 to 3 books at a time). It works because I can go to the library twice a week so I don’t need to pick up 10 books in one sitting.

I have not read that many books about the Philippines especially a classic book. The only book about the Philippines that I have read (but not finished yet, at this point I’m going to have to start over) is When The Elephants Dance. When The Elephants Dance is setting during the Japanese occupation. I was surprised by how far the Japanese occupation reached because you only hear about select places. Anyway, I read this book and *sigh* was not into it. DNF?

Black Panther

I also read Black Panther which I almost forgot about which says a lot about my reading it. I couldn’t get into it. It started off like it was going to be interesting but got into all this boring stuff.  DNF

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Library Checkout Reviews {20}

It is a bit hard to have a cut off with the library books since I go to library every time I go to school and get new books (basically at least once a week).

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Crazy story I almost did not get this book. I was in the library looking for a book to read for about an hour or more  which is over my time limit I’m supposed to dedicate to look for books. I picked up this book then put it down to be reshelved then came back and picked it up because I felt like I needed to get something to rationalize how much time I spent in the library.

Pros:

The alien world and its inhabitants were interesting. The main character was interesting for the first half of the book. At first I was really into this book. I thought I’ve been going all around looking for such and such book when I could have been reading this.

Cons:

It’s not actiony. It is probably odd that each time I go into a sci-fi/fantasy book I have an expectation to see actiony. Each time I am faced with a book that is not actiony. I want action and adventure so bad. I was okay with their being a lack of action in the beginning because there was something for me to be interested in. Toward the middle half I started feeling that something was missing and that I was not  enjoying it as much as I did at first. The last 100 pages were difficult to read. Why did I lose interest? I lost interest because it took all its potential, my expectations, and didn’t fulfill them. It never evolved into something more beyond just world building. I feel a bit ( definitely not to the same level as I did with Tigana all those feelings). The story set up this world and story to just talk. I don’t know what it is with sci-fi and fantasy with this thing of having no action.  It also introduced some things that I feel was not developed enough for me to care about.  It made me go into my rant about the problems in sci-fi and fantasy, haven’t done that in a long time.

I just want to leave this world and politely not comeback or talk about it again.

TTT: Book Related Problems I Have

I  have decided to take a break from reading because of all these problems so this came at a perfect time for me rant.

1. Lack of diversity!

It is bothersome (irritating, annoying, and exhausting could be used too) to have to look for diversity whenever I want to read in a genre. Then there are some genres that I don’t have that book I specifically want. I want to see characters who are dimensional and diverse. I want their stories to not be stuck in a certain time period when they were really oppressed. I just want them to have fun moments and do awesome things.

2. Lukewarm/Ok/ I’m just not that into you books

Ugh, save me from books that start off good then turn sour 50% into a book. Save me from books that have goodness in them but I just am not that into them. I don’t want to feel the grips of disappointment or want a book to hurry up so bad because I’m just not into it. Please  let me find books that while not perfect keeps my interest and excites.

3. So many books in my books left to read and so much lack of want to read them

Well, at least I don’t hate them this year like last year. I do not believe I ever published any of  drafts about how much I just hated my books left to read books from last year but I seriously did. It came around the time I was supposed to sit and read the books I own instead of going to the library.

4. So many of my favorite authors have disappointed me last year

The most books on my shelf are by a person who disappointed me twice recently with their books, Stephen King. All the authors on my shelf who are were/are my favorites have disappointed me so I’m stuck. I can’t move forward with their books because I can’t handle the disappointment of another one of their books. If I pick up another eh/ok/not exciting books I feel I will DNF every books by them.

5.  Sci-fi/Fantasy why you never have any action?

Seriously, I should not pick up a bunch of sci-fi and fantasy books that have no amount of action in them. I used to not get why people read certain middle grade/ya books before adult books. This is a case that even though I have a hard to time doing it I can understand why other people can do it in a heartbeat. At the very least most of them have action and adventure. Save me from any book that is so literary that it can’t have an interesting story. Especially, save me from the sci-fi/fantasy book that is so literary that isn’t an interesting story and on top of that no action/adventure.

6. I kind of miss my public library.

My school library is not bad but it is different from my public library. I will do a post later on this because it seems like it will be fun to compare the two.

7. Romance I want to get back into you but you have problems.

You suffer from the problems that so many other genres that I read have: lack of diversity (can I just have a good teen/adult interracial romance please) and characters who are not stock characters to name a few. I missed last weeks top ten Tuesday it would have been right up my alley. I might post later a top ten Tuesday about the problems I have with the romance genre. I just want romance/chick lit to do better. Mini-rant: Why does my school library not have romance books? It has sci-fi, fantasy, mystery, etc but nope to romance. Oh, it has ya romance and an entire young adult section though.

8. Where is the creativity?

I really felt it last year the lack of interesting characters and stories. Everyone seems to be writing the same story the same way. Everyone is interested in new books and authors I just can’t muster the excitement because I just know it is going to be about the same characters doing the same things. Everyone wants to be a writer now but wants to create the same stories.

9. Too many books not enough space

My books are overflowing into boxes so that they are not sitting in the middle of my floor. I only have two bookshelves: one is for my books I finished and want to keep the other is for books left to read. If I could a library room that would so awesome. But sadly with the way I’m feeling about books I wouldn’t be able to enjoy it.

10. My Expectations/Lost Faith In Books

People have told me that my expectations are high looking at the vast amount of books I DNF last year. It is a sad reality to have to feel that wanting to simply like a book is too much.  I want to have that excitement of being so into a book that I can’t wait to read it. I keep seeing people on my tumblr posting memes of how they love a good book that keeps them up at night. I’m just like what book have I read lately that has me so into it that I would stay up at night to finish it? All the books that had me at that point lost my interest by 50%.  I know part of it is I’m waking up to so many issues in society and publishing. Definitely, a couple of those would be the lack of diversity and how women are portrayed in books. I’m not into acting like my lack of interest is a personal problem anymore. How many time can I say that my interest is lacking in the book? It is hard to pick up books when I know that I have a 90% chance of not liking it.

Basically, I’m at the point of not even getting that mad anymore I may get into random rant mode a bit but my heart is starting to not be in it. I’m at the point of stop reading and doing other things. That is why you haven’t seen any posts by me in 13 days. I’ve been reading but eh. It is kind a sucks to create a blog about my challenge to read the books on my books left to read list and have trouble reading them. I hope that when I comeback things will be better. On a positive note that means I can give time to my other hobbies like I made a resolution to do.

February Books Left To Read

yellow=books I do not have the sequel or first in series to

question if I need to purge them

added books left to read this month

started but haven’t finished

  1. know why the caged bird sings by Maya angelou
  2. hard times by Charles dickens
  3. prince jack frank spierring
  4. Aztec by Gary Jennings
  5. Nicholas nickleby by Charles dickens
  6. Japanese Americans by harry h.l. kitano
  7. Waiting by ha jin
  8. samurai by saburo sakai
  9. an American in japan, 1945-1948
  10. when the elephants dance by Tess uriza holthe
  11. Ivanhoe by sir Walter Scott
  12. V by a.c. crispin
  13. The price of greed & malice
  14. A thread of sky by Deanna fei
  15. Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov
  16. Desperation by Stephen king
  17. Eli by bill Myers
  18. Candles burning by Tabitha king and Michael McDowell
  19. The Canterbury tales by Geoffrey Chaucer
  20. The complete adventures of Sherlock Holmes by Arthur Conan doyle
  21. the regulars by Richard bachman
  22. the girl who loved tom Gordon by Stephen king
  23. {east of eden , the wayward bus} by John Steinbeck
  24. Martin chuzzlewit by Charles dickens
  25. The greatest knight by Elizabeth chadwick
  26. False inspector dew by peter lovesey
  27. Aladdin and other Arabian Nights
  28. Caramelo by Sandra Cisneros
  29. Dreamcatcher by Stephen King
  30. A Dance with Dragons by George rr. Martin
  31. Scandalmonger by William Safire
  32. Insomnia by Stephen king
  33. Reluctant saint by Donald spoto
  34. Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides
  35. O Jerusalem by Dominque Lapierre
  36. Cell by Stephen king
  37. The Green Mile by Stephen King
  38. Dombey and Son by Charles Dickens
  39. The Tell-Tale Hart by Edgar Allan Poe
  40. The book of negroes by Laurence Hill
  41. Bag of Bones by Stephen King
  42. His Last Bow by Conan Doyle
  43. Cutting for Stone by Abraham Verghese
  44. Brazil-Maru by Karen Tei yamashita
  45. It by Stephen King
  46. Tono-bungay by H.G. Wells
  47. Cannery Row by John Steinbeck
  48. The Red Pony by John Steinbeck
  49. Of Mice and Men by John Steinbeck
  50. Gerald’s Game by Stephen King
  51. A Christmas Carol and other stories by Charles Dickens
  52. Tommy Knockers by Stephen King
  53. The Talisman by Peter Straub & Stephen King
  54. Watership Down by Richard Adams
  55. A Lesson Before Dying by Ernest J. Gaines
  56. Complete Miss Marple Novels by Agatha Christie
  57. My wicked vampire by Nina ~ Wicked Nights [continue]
  58. A cast-off coven by Juliet Blackwell ~ Secondhand Spirits [continue]
  59. The Victoria vanishes by Christopher fowler ~ Full Dark House (lib))
  60. Merlin Conspiracy by Diana Wynne Jones
  61. Professor Challenge by conan doyle
  62. The Waste Land by Stephen King
  63. Song of Susanna by Stephen King
  64. The Dark Tower by Stephen King
  65. Damien Omen II
  66. Jennie Gerhardt
  67. The Eyes of the Dragon by Stephen King
  68. Night Shift by Stephen King
  69. Salem’s Lot by Stephen King
  70. Complete Stories and Poems of Edgar Allen Poe
  71. Best Friends by Ruby Jean Jensen
  72. Dolores Claiborne by Stephen King
  73. Different Seasons by Stephen King
  74. The Bachman Books by Stephen King writing as Richard Bachman {Rage, The Long Walk, Roadwork, The Running Man}
  75. Nightmares & Dreamscapes by Stephen King
  76. On Writing by Stephen King
  77. Wolves of the Calla by Stephen King
  78. The Drawing of the Three by Stephen King
  79. From Buick 8 by Stpehn King
  80. The Gunslinger by Stephen King
  81. The Shining by sTephen KIng
  82. The Dark Half by Stephen King
  83. Pet Semetary by STephen King
  84. Night Shift and Children of the Corn by Stephen King
  85. Three Short Novels by Dostoevsky {The Double, Notes From the Underground, The Eternal Husband}
  86. A Treasury of Hans Christian Anderson
  87. Nobel Prize Library Hemingway Hamsun Hesse
  88. Candide by Voltaire
  89. The Journey by Gary Jennings
  90. Far From The Maddening Crowd by Thomas Hardy
  91. Endless Night by Agatha Christie
  92. Queen by Alex Haley and David Stevens
  93. The Dead Zone by Stephen King
  94. Sandkings by George r.r. Martin
  95. Cat Among Pigeons by Agatha Christie
  96. Looking Backward by Bellamy
  97. Les Liaisons Dangerouses
  98. Under The Dome by Stephen King
  99. The Mayor of Casterbridge by Thomas Hardy
  100. Crime and Punishment by Fydor Dostoevsky
  101. Sliver by Ira Levin
  102. The Virgin Blue by Tracy Chevalier
  103. Robinson Crusoe by Danile Defoe
  104. Dubliners by James Joyce
  105. The Sinner by Tess Gerritsen
  106. The Secret Adventures of Charlotte Bronte by Laura Joh Rowland
  107. Easy to Kill by Agatha Christie
  108. Tell No One by Harlan Coben
  109. The Martian by Andy Weir
  110. The Old Curiousity Shop by Charles Dickens
  111. Imajika by Clive Barker
  112. Fevre Dream by George R.R. Martin
  113. Nine Rules to Break When Romancing A Rake by Sarah Maclean
  114. Midnight Angel by Julie Beard
  115. The Deed by Lydsay Sands
  116. Ever After High: A Wonderlandiful World by Shannon Hale
  117. Princess Academy by Shannon Hale
  118. Three Negro Classics {Up From Slavery; The Souls of Black Folk; The Autobiography of An Ex-Colored Man}
  119. Ever After: High Next Top Villain

Beginning Year Purge

-The Subtle Knife by Philip Pullman, The Amber Spyglass by Philip Pullman, Arabian Nights, Doctor Zhivago, Youngblood Hawke, Dark Love, Masterpieces of Fantasy and Wonder, Cannibal Rising, The Subtle Knife, The Last of the Mohicans, The Red Tent, Bloody Chamber, After Dark, Ever After High: A Wonderlandiful World (Finished), I Only Have Eye For You (Finished), –A Fire Upon The Deep by Vernor Vinge

+ 2 added to read list

I also decided to purge my goodreads to read list too. I want to enter into 2016 with less than a 100 books. So I am trying to think of ways that will be fun to get this done.